KWTC - Lecture

 
Date:
July 27, 1992
Location:
Espanola, NM
 
 
 
 

(Tape is played in the class)

(Tape stops)

YB: Grace happens how? How it happens? Life is a living experience, life is a?

Students: Living experience.

YB: And unfortunately, this slowly it goes down what is wrong with it? It is something terrible, okay. Unfortunately when we reach the Age of eleven years we complete a cycle, it is called the optimum basic, optimum basis, basic means only that my consciousnessConsciousness The nature of the self and being. In the realm of nature, awareness becomes consciousness. It is from the being itself. Being is expressed in consciousness through contrasts and sensations, in awareness through merger, clarity, and reality. seven years cycle proceed into the next cycle and intelligent cycle of eleven years proceed into the next cycle and when we reach the eighteenth year of our life we are on the optimum energy that energy we can never get back doesn't matter what we do. So your optimum point of life is when you are eighteen year old not when you are seventy year old or hundred year old or twenty-five year old that's not true. As from eighteen years we go further we start creating a security outside emotional, mental, physical, business, relatives, children, family, home, power, political, social, the energy at eighteen is energy at any. After that, you understand? No you don't, what you don't understand tell me right now? I will, I will answer the question.

Student: (----)

YB: It is optimum, optimum means, the maximum, maximum; you are maximum at the age of eighteen. If you are not birth handicap or accident handicap or diseased handicap as a normal person and eighteen you are at your maximum. You may start as an orphan child, you maybe raped, you may try to do anything doesn't matter but health, wealth and happiness, which is the creative sense of you. Wealth does not mean money only by the way, it means your vibration, which can attract the magnetic field, your psyche; it is maximum at the age of eighteen. As at the age of eighteen before eighteen what has happened to you? It is your positive or negative experience with that you make a optimum base at eighteen, is that understood? At eighteen? You have the optimum base after that, after that you start reducing yourself, your feelings, your emotions and your sexuality, your reality, all that what you are, you will try to cover yourself by creating fences, professional, social, emotional, commotional, relation, children, family, God knows what.

According to the basic a person is entitled female or male, female is entitled to marry after exactly eighteen year old and man should marry twenty-five year old. It's the oldest rhythm not today. Woman inside for sexual purposes should avoid sexual stimulation up to eighteen years because pituitary does not get settled and does not grow proper till eighteen. Any sexual excitement before that can't put it into a form and shape of working in which later year you will lose control. So all the damages and all the assets of your up to eighteen as a woman and a man up to twenty-five are required to be normal that's why in old civilization they do not give any stimulant to woman up to eighteen year. Here I have seen five-year-old girl they ask her to drink wine.

Every woman here, child he lives on meat and eggs and all that, which are very exciting foods, Rajvas food, TamasTamas One of the three basic qualities of nature (gunas). It represents heaviness, slowness, and dullness. It is inertia and confusion. foods. That means you are trained for abnormal woman behavior that's how bad it is because strength of the woman is in containing, being calm, contained and content that's why that she can be continuous, she can rule, she is the Lord of the house that includes husband his total life in that. For you western woman it's a joke but for woman it is necessity because culturally we came here, we settled ourself, we came through the first the pioneers then we have wagon era and then we have a settlement era and then we have a Rancho era and then we have a business revolution then we have a, evolution of the oil and our gold rush and all that.

So all that was very barbarian whosoever was the best gun shooter was the Lord of the time, whosoever, you know the circumstances are very adverse and that is not much gone, it is only two hundred years ago old nation. So it's not something we have got that's why we eat early morning, early evening. Five O'clock when sun is up, it's from wagon era, eat when there is a sun we always eat salad first, in every country you will find we eat salad latter but in this country we eat salad first so we can fill our self so we can eat light. So at night if there is a war we have energy, we are not sleepy, if you eat salad latter, it helps you lettuce has a natural opium, it helps you sleep heavily. So our all national habits are based on a certain national geographical and cultural input.

You must see old movies, a wagon of woman was brought and they were used and they were houses for that and etcetera, etcetera. So where we have a purity in laws because we came here for spiritual satisfaction on the other hand we (?) first class vagabonds. So in-between a culture arose, an English arose called American slang English. We were a colony, we then lost the colony, we were west, south, east, different, it's a culture Hispanic and then it's a French culture influence, then it's a English culture influence and then we had a local culture influence so among those cultures a nation arose melting point of all things and we came to be America. In that woman among the Indian here woman was just under strictly oriental culture, correct? Under French culture, you can have one woman and three hundred mistresses, that still continues, it will continue, you can't change it. Under Hispanic culture on the face it is only one to one and underneath nobody knows, there is nobody anywhere. English culture, there is a high class gentleman culture and there is a middle man culture and there is a rich culture and then there is a lowest culture, which nobody has any value for anybody so put all together but what other America has is that Mennonites, the other guys are those what?

Student: (----)

YB: Ah?

Student: Amish.

YB: Amish, what else?

Student: (----)

YB: Quakers, yeah, orthodox and Mormons. No these are all later on breeds but those who are basic; a special breed came here for just spiritual survival. So actually it is the urge of America is for spiritual survivor. America is very open city for all the cultures whatever they are. But the fundamental law that woman has to be maintained as a growing woman non-sexually, non-excitement, non, non, there are so many non's for her up to eighteen then she should start going into a channel life. That's very important for a woman to have a channel life so that she can maintain her life. Net result of that is lost, we have half parents, we have forty-five percent divorce rate, our average life of the marriage is nine years and two months and we have half children, no children, many children and we raise children very affectionately and lovingly just to kill them and there is a situation is with our love and affection and our control and with our neurosis and our satisfaction we kill a child's future. Our children do not have any future whatsoever of their own and result is we lean on them so heavily and we totally blend them, you see this chocolate. Have you any idea? They put underneath coconut and all that then they lay the layer of chocolate over it what you call that process?

Student: (----)

YB: What?

Student: (----)

YB: It's not the name of the candy bar I am saying it's a process coating. I wanted you to speak it. You coat your children with a permanent disaster and takeaway from them their own ingredients, their own intuition their own sensitivity, their own growth; they are actually come out as they as a unit and whelmed of your neurosis, and your whims and this is very unfortunate. Basically we are having that society now, angry children totally ruthless and insensitive to any reality give them one moment and they will kill you and because they did not get the love of the parents which grace, dignity and permanent cool headed affection now they want sensual excitement that's why your music is rock and roll, rock and roll and your drink is Bourbon on the rock so if I say you have become a rock head nation it's not wrong. I am trying to chisel this rock and put some patterns in it so that it can understand that it is the individual who, whose control can make in the life not his declarations.

If I say I am a YogiYogi One who has attained a state of yoga (union) where polarities are mastered and transcended. One who practices the disciplines of yoga and has attained self-mastery. and I don't have a control as a YogiYogi One who has attained a state of yoga (union) where polarities are mastered and transcended. One who practices the disciplines of yoga and has attained self-mastery. , it doesn't mean anything, if I am saying I am a Khalsa and my control is not as a Khalsa that doesn't mean anything. If I say as a woman and my control is not as a woman it doesn't mean anything. Doesn't matter what you say, by prostitution, you cannot persecute your own life, you have to perpetuate your life in total dignity, total grace and self-command and self-control. That is the aspect of life which is essential, you can be a Lesbian, you can be a prostitute, you can be a God or grace of God, you can be a Santo and saint, you can be richest woman and you can be most pauper, poor woman, you can be a mother and you can never be a mother, you can be a keep or you can be one whatever, call girl, you can be executive or nobody, you can be professional and nothing. Your value is in your grace not the race you can run and win, a woman who is not a source of convenience socially, personally, domestically, professionally, totally is worth nothing, doesn't matter what you do.

There is nothing I can change the rule of nature, I will tell you why nature did it? I don't know and why the God made it I don't want to know. I do not see moon having his own light. The fundamental principal thing is moon has to reflect sunlight, is that true?

Students: Yes sir.

YB: I wish moon should have it's own light. Woman has to reflect her man; if she cannot find it it's her problem. So she is not in any orbit I can't change this law and man has to be his own son. If man cannot do that it's his problem, I got married, I had three children, two sons and one daughter, I got married again and look at how many sons and daughter I got. It's the same marriage because I have found the difference between a student and a son is student can make no excuse, son can make an excuse so to be on the safe side I always say you are my student but you are also my daughter. So in other words you can shit at my face I won't mind. It's a very polite way of making a compromise because what the teacher see and say, he says it once that is the divine law, which God cannot change. If He wishes it so He can't. It's called applied ShabadShabad , Shabd Sound, especially subtle sound or sound imbued with consciousness. It is a property or emanation of consciousness itself. If you meditate on shabad it awakens your awareness. '(?)' when a man of God speaks which is a teacher not a saint. One who has a mouth like GuruGuru That which takes us from ignorance to knowledge; from darkness, gu, to light, ru. It can be a person, a teaching, or in its most subtle form - the Word. , it means his words are like GuruGuru That which takes us from ignorance to knowledge; from darkness, gu, to light, ru. It can be a person, a teaching, or in its most subtle form - the Word. 's word, 'GuruGuru That which takes us from ignorance to knowledge; from darkness, gu, to light, ru. It can be a person, a teaching, or in its most subtle form - the Word. mukh (?)' that God cannot change God can do everything but one thing He cannot do, He cannot produce another God.

God can make everything but once a man of God is made His word God honors. It is His honor not that of the mind don't misunderstand we are not discussing ego here and once, you know, you want to come out of the closet? Every seven-year consciousnessConsciousness The nature of the self and being. In the realm of nature, awareness becomes consciousness. It is from the being itself. Being is expressed in consciousness through contrasts and sensations, in awareness through merger, clarity, and reality. change you come out of the closet whether you deteriorate or you go up it is your problem it is not my problem. Every seven-year you are different person consciously. Every eleven year, you are different person intelligently that is not my problem that applies to me, that applies to you, that applies to everybody, every eighteen year your health changes that applies to all of us.

All these security and insurances and fences we make it out ourself that is because our vitality, our energy, is lower everyday because our thirty trillion cells dancing and living as a part of God in us do deteriorate and the change which should be exactly in seventy-two hours start getting little longer and longer when the change happens eighty hours, you are almost so, so, beyond that, if it reaches eighty-four hours you are dead. Your life will have no vitality. This blood pressure has come, this sickness has come, this all cells, no it's a game of cells, if battery is down, you are down, if battery is up you are up, your battery is down because you use this too much when you were young. You drank too much, you intercourse too much, even talking is intercourse.

Today I gave children, our children certain hydrotherapy cell change energy exercises in the afternoon. You can talk to them, they will let you know, there is nothing we started three O'clock, we finished at five O'clock two hours, in two hours our children words were totally changed different, there was nothing left out then. You were there, could you come here and tell them what happened?

Student: I do not know much but she knows.

YB: Hey, bring it over sit down here so they can see you, sit as a teacher, remember. Now exactly what your experience is good and bad doesn't matter.

Student: The first exercise we had to do was we stood in two lines on both side of the pool and we were that shoulder to shoulder to the people next to us and we cover basically entire pool and the idea was that we had to dive into the pool at the same time both lines.

YB: First we have to stand in an angle.

Student: Oh yeah at an angle of and then our feet had to be one third of the edge of the pool and in a diving position.

YB: And we have to have our left hand and right hand in a diving position, yeah. Ninety-degree angle, correct?

Student: Yes sir. And then we dove in and we were supposed to swim to the other side, we just touched the bottom once we do and then swim to the other side and so we started in and at first we to me it looked like a we didn't really have much coordination to do it all together and then by the end we had to do this fifty-two times and it was like there were two people on those sides and one person would go, 'okay ready set go' and then you just get out and it go ready set... you know so you were like by the end we were all very exhausted but it was definitely an experience and it taught us that, that was intercoursing our magnetic fields and changing him without touching each other.

So on I thought if that was me even though I didn't do my dives exactly right, but even though I didn't do that I still felt a very wonderful experience from that and some then we, then the next thing we had to do were first who is going to make us do a flip and then dive and they sit on the pool and then walk until you know we had to stand up because we weren't having any more rest but it was like we didn't have enough breath capacity for that which shows you what kind of children we are and I am so we were told instead to just sit on side of the pool, he had to drop down and sit down and then crawl on our fours like a crab until we couldn't hold our breath any longer and some we did that sort of...

(Student's laughter)

And it was kind of tiring and but it definitely changed a lot within you and it gave us the strength to learn how, how much we can really perform at a time under pressure and then we were, we had to get to out and, before that we had to practice breathing because he taught us that if we didn't practice breathing, we'll have a really hard time and then we had to run. We had to run around in a bathing suits and warm ourselves up until we sweat. So,

YB: No towel.

Student: Yeah no towel, nothing. Well, it's a (?) so we ran around the ranchThe Ranch Yogi Bhajan's home just across the highway from the Aashram, and site of the Yogi Bhajan Memorial Birthday Celebration. for longtime and all were quiet tired now waiting to go home and finally we got back to the pool and he told us to get in again and this time we satSat Existence; what is; the subtle essence of Infinity itself. in pool for forty-five minutes and it had to be with our head up only and the water was covering up to our earlobes and on we were made to be very, very silent as though the enemy was around the pool we couldn't touch the sides of the pool and we couldn't make any waves or ripples in water and we were supposed to use very little of our energy so that we could be able to hold out with our that amount of time and it was that I thought was the most powerful for myself. We were all silent by the end and it was very thrilling to be able to hear underneath the silent and it's unusual in our group, we have to be silent.

(Student's laughter)

That for me it was, it was very, very interesting you know to be able to be in that silence with this certain group and through that I think that we learnt more bonding with each other and more of what we actually have underneath the surface of our relationships with each other and after that we were told to (?) through, I mean got to go back here to,

YB: No then we were ten minutes, eleven minutes to fight.

Student: Oh yes I forgot that part and we fought after that to get our energy backup and we did that on the water and it was pretty fun although we got hit and all by that time we were pretty bruised but.

(Student's laughter)

I mean we got hitting each other all time but and I thought that it was one of a experience in, I hope that sometime each one of you will get to also participate in something similar, the idea, the law that, that exercise of forty-five minutes in the water was to prove in ourselves and he told us that, it was rejuvenating all of ourselves and all ourselves during that forty-five minutes like rebirth or whatever it is called and on and I definitely we all got in a pruned and that was not that was the idea that we will all do that and become renewed so it was wonderful experience, SatSat Existence; what is; the subtle essence of Infinity itself. Sat Naam , Sat Nam The essence or seed embodied in form; the identity of truth. When used as a greeting it means "I greet and salute that reality and truth which is your soul." It is called the Bij Mantra - the seed for all that comes. Sat Naam , Sat Nam The essence or seed embodied in form; the identity of truth. When used as a greeting it means "I greet and salute that reality and truth which is your soul." It is called the Bij Mantra - the seed for all that comes. NamSat Naam , Sat Nam The essence or seed embodied in form; the identity of truth. When used as a greeting it means "I greet and salute that reality and truth which is your soul." It is called the Bij Mantra - the seed for all that comes. Naam , Nam The manifested identity of the essence. The word derives from Naa-ay-ma , which means "that which is not, now is born." A Naam gives identity, form, and expression to that which was only essence or subtle before. It is also referred to as the Word. .

(Students' clap)

YB: The experience what they got through this hydrotherapy, it is called psychosomatics of exchange of energy of the cells and the orderly secretion of the glandular system which we want, today what I did with them for to give them a pituitary sanction so they can understand, the meditative essence for these little kids it's nothing in our army training it is a essential part because you have to learn silence in case you are in enemy's territory. If you do not know the perfect silence in enemy's territory you can be located you are a dead. Similarly, in your body a spoken word, moment or nice is exposure to the enemy. Silence is your strength.

You have not been taught not only silence of words or body but silence of mind and when body and mind gets into complete silence souls awaken up to watch what is happening and that's what happened with these kids for two hours, within two hours, it's, we didn't take much time and I told them what is happening, your body will be proved now, yourselves are changing. If you are nauseated we have two casualties and in the end there are about ten people who, if we would not have got all the fruit right there we would have had day in our hand but after few minutes they were very recuperated, they were very happy, they had their day.

You are not fortunate enough to learn from me that way as I have decided to teach my this teenagers because I can't see them going your way when you came to me you came to me totally cooked and many of you were roasted and whether your roast was hidden or there was a coating or cover of other stuff but finally many of you recognized me as your teacher and many could not in spite to the fact you want to and many of you want to hear what I say, many of you couldn't and it's very funny I am richer than all of you and I have nothing. A average person who can teach KundaliniKundalini Comes from the word "kundal"; coiled energy; the creative potential of an individual. Kundalini Yoga It is a Raaj Yoga that creates vitality in the body, balance in the mind, and openness to the spirit. It is used by the householder, busy in the world, to create immediate clarity. The fourth Guru in the Sikh tradition, Guru Ram Das, was acknowledged as the greatest Raaj Yogi. (See Raaj Yogi.) He opened this long secret tradition to all. YogaKundalini Yoga It is a Raaj Yoga that creates vitality in the body, balance in the mind, and openness to the spirit. It is used by the householder, busy in the world, to create immediate clarity. The fourth Guru in the Sikh tradition, Guru Ram Das, was acknowledged as the greatest Raaj Yogi. (See Raaj Yogi.) He opened this long secret tradition to all. can learn to earn two hundred fifty thousand dollars a year by their own right provided they are good KundaliniKundalini Comes from the word "kundal"; coiled energy; the creative potential of an individual. Kundalini Yoga It is a Raaj Yoga that creates vitality in the body, balance in the mind, and openness to the spirit. It is used by the householder, busy in the world, to create immediate clarity. The fourth Guru in the Sikh tradition, Guru Ram Das, was acknowledged as the greatest Raaj Yogi. (See Raaj Yogi.) He opened this long secret tradition to all. YogaKundalini Yoga It is a Raaj Yoga that creates vitality in the body, balance in the mind, and openness to the spirit. It is used by the householder, busy in the world, to create immediate clarity. The fourth Guru in the Sikh tradition, Guru Ram Das, was acknowledged as the greatest Raaj Yogi. (See Raaj Yogi.) He opened this long secret tradition to all. teachers and they mix nothing.

Professionally a good KundaliniKundalini Comes from the word "kundal"; coiled energy; the creative potential of an individual. Kundalini Yoga It is a Raaj Yoga that creates vitality in the body, balance in the mind, and openness to the spirit. It is used by the householder, busy in the world, to create immediate clarity. The fourth Guru in the Sikh tradition, Guru Ram Das, was acknowledged as the greatest Raaj Yogi. (See Raaj Yogi.) He opened this long secret tradition to all. YogaKundalini Yoga It is a Raaj Yoga that creates vitality in the body, balance in the mind, and openness to the spirit. It is used by the householder, busy in the world, to create immediate clarity. The fourth Guru in the Sikh tradition, Guru Ram Das, was acknowledged as the greatest Raaj Yogi. (See Raaj Yogi.) He opened this long secret tradition to all. teacher who is just say I am KundaliniKundalini Comes from the word "kundal"; coiled energy; the creative potential of an individual. KYT, KundaliniKundalini Comes from the word "kundal"; coiled energy; the creative potential of an individual. Kundalini Yoga It is a Raaj Yoga that creates vitality in the body, balance in the mind, and openness to the spirit. It is used by the householder, busy in the world, to create immediate clarity. The fourth Guru in the Sikh tradition, Guru Ram Das, was acknowledged as the greatest Raaj Yogi. (See Raaj Yogi.) He opened this long secret tradition to all. YogaKundalini Yoga It is a Raaj Yoga that creates vitality in the body, balance in the mind, and openness to the spirit. It is used by the householder, busy in the world, to create immediate clarity. The fourth Guru in the Sikh tradition, Guru Ram Das, was acknowledged as the greatest Raaj Yogi. (See Raaj Yogi.) He opened this long secret tradition to all. Teacher they can charge professionally the money they want. Hundred and fifty dollar an hour is just nothing, this makes no difference, if a masseuse can take a sixty or eighty dollars or a counselor can get hundred twenty dollars an hour or a psychologist or a medical profession can charge. A KundaliniKundalini Comes from the word "kundal"; coiled energy; the creative potential of an individual. Kundalini Yoga It is a Raaj Yoga that creates vitality in the body, balance in the mind, and openness to the spirit. It is used by the householder, busy in the world, to create immediate clarity. The fourth Guru in the Sikh tradition, Guru Ram Das, was acknowledged as the greatest Raaj Yogi. (See Raaj Yogi.) He opened this long secret tradition to all. YogaKundalini Yoga It is a Raaj Yoga that creates vitality in the body, balance in the mind, and openness to the spirit. It is used by the householder, busy in the world, to create immediate clarity. The fourth Guru in the Sikh tradition, Guru Ram Das, was acknowledged as the greatest Raaj Yogi. (See Raaj Yogi.) He opened this long secret tradition to all. teacher who does spiritual service, mental and physical service at the same time can charge hundred fifty dollars an hour or more as he pleases. It's a very practical science and there is no gimmick about it and result can be definite and can be experienced, but unfortunately there is a problem, problem is as Sikh can we impress people? Who are non-Sikhs, I don't care who delivers me the newspaper so long the delivery is very good, I don't care rather as a Sikhs we have a advantage we look different and it takes time another person to associate, once he associate and we can deliver right we are fine. There is no problem, absolutely but as a Sikh there is only one problem, which you cannot deny and I am not going to deny that, as a Sikhs you cannot bullshit.

You are called upon. There is a five hundred and twenty-four years very specific characteristic salient thing about a Sikh, he is a soldier and a saint, known all over the world so whenever you act not as soldier, you act cowardly, you don't act saintly you are called upon and you do not fit in the scripture of that and therefore I have seen majority of the people who tried to dress differently. So my problem is when I dress differently to please somebody I don't please myself and if I am not for myself how can I be for anybody? I cannot be a spiritual teacher but I cannot be a spiritual prostitute. My reason of success is not that I am a great teacher not I am great YogiYogi One who has attained a state of yoga (union) where polarities are mastered and transcended. One who practices the disciplines of yoga and has attained self-mastery. not anything.

In America I got tested and I refused so good that people do not even dare to come near me. That's my strength and that's only, which makes me a YogiYogi One who has attained a state of yoga (union) where polarities are mastered and transcended. One who practices the disciplines of yoga and has attained self-mastery. and that's only, which makes me a spiritual teacher. I do not know what shall happen to me tomorrow because tomorrow is God's will but I don't care what God is going to tomorrow but if GuruGuru That which takes us from ignorance to knowledge; from darkness, gu, to light, ru. It can be a person, a teaching, or in its most subtle form - the Word. Guru Ram Das Fourth Guru of the Sikhs. Ram DasGuru Ram Das Fourth Guru of the Sikhs. is my guarantor and he better be I am not worried. How it came to me? It's my blessing, the most fascinating thing which I like about me I and you can fight face to face ugliest fight after two minutes you come to me, YogiYogi One who has attained a state of yoga (union) where polarities are mastered and transcended. One who practices the disciplines of yoga and has attained self-mastery. JiJi Soul; used as an endearment or sign of respect. , what this mean? I will tell you exactly I don't know anything.

As it is very difficult for you to come from heaven to the Earth, it's very difficult for me to come down from heaven to Earth to face it because you can't imagine as your hassle going from Earth to heaven it's very difficult for me to be with the Earth so therefore I can say I am lying, I am fake, I am not real, I am untruthful. As a teacher I am because I am very unfortunate there is nothing about you I don't know, there is nothing about I can't see and there is nothing there is something wrong and then I have to stand right there and say I don't know that's the criteria in which I have to pass everyday, every minute as I have to ground myself on the Earth that energy you have to uplift yourself.

So I think it's a very fair exchange my personal feeling this week is that if you can just get a glimpse of your soul, which is so bountiful, so beautiful and so blissful you may perhaps be worth to be called human and this is my mission, this is my effort for twenty-four years I have never hidden it, I have said it, I have come here to teach teachers, I have not come here to collect student and if before I leave my physical body I create one teacher, one I think I have done my job that's how I look at it. I mean, GuruGuru That which takes us from ignorance to knowledge; from darkness, gu, to light, ru. It can be a person, a teaching, or in its most subtle form - the Word. Guru Nanak First Guru of the Sikhs. NanakGuru Nanak First Guru of the Sikhs. is great he could clone himself into ten, eleven times you know? I can't even clone myself what I am and what I have to do is totally different so basically I didn't put my projection as a saint, as a holy man and all that joke. I am a stone man I have to deal with the stone head to carve out of it a statue for tomorrow so the time capsule can continue.

I am not a Hatha YogiYogi One who has attained a state of yoga (union) where polarities are mastered and transcended. One who practices the disciplines of yoga and has attained self-mastery. teacher, I am not a Patha YogiYogi One who has attained a state of yoga (union) where polarities are mastered and transcended. One who practices the disciplines of yoga and has attained self-mastery. or Tatta YogiYogi One who has attained a state of yoga (union) where polarities are mastered and transcended. One who practices the disciplines of yoga and has attained self-mastery. I don't add this and add, I don't change with businesses, I don't change with trend, I don't say anything. I do know that last time I didn't teach, a teacher's student who entered with a proper mannerism for just one that neglect I am here now I teach so openly and so publicly I don't care a heck because I don't want to comeback and this all I am and it's very unfortunate that you all force me to lie if you could have just heard what I say but I don't blame you, you do not have a listening device. You see but you are blind, you are hear you are deaf, you speak you are dumb.

You are on sale, your God is actor and actresses it's very funny I go in Beverly Hill when I enter the street I first time I get in the car word speaks out there is not a one good business man who doesn't come out and say, "Holy man I have something specially for you, I have been waiting I want to show you." I may buy or not. I tried to find myself in different way. I go to flee market I do cutthroat business with them you know basic, bare, they still love it. I don't know why? One day I went somewhere I said, "What is this for? That much money I paid."

He said, "You are not going to bargain?"

I said, "I am not in a mood today."

He said, "God I have been waiting you never buy anything from me and now you are buying and you don't want to bargain? Okay, I am going to charge forty bucks."

He said, "No you said sixty."

He said, "No I thought you will bargain."

I said, "Why should I bargain? Because you wanted to bargain I won't give you the satisfaction."

(Student's laughter)

He said, "Everybody told me you know everything."

I said, "I know nothing I am just not in a mood that's it. You said sixty I will pay sixty."

"No I will charge forty."

I said, "No sixty."

(Student's laughter)

"No, no it's actually it is forty, it is written forty."

I said, "No sixty, you said sixty, I will pay you sixty. I want to pay with difference?"

I gave him hundred dollars, he returned sixty to me.

(Student's laughter)

And I said, "No."

He said, "Just it's sixty, you said sixty I gave you sixty."

(Student's laughter)

I said, "You are enjoying bargain."

He said, "It's no bargain, you said sixty I give you sixty."

I said, "Okay." I took sixty what should I do? Fight with him?

Because in the heart of heart and depths of depths and myself within myself I know I am here for nothing I came here for nothing, I am go out for nothing; to me it's just a confinement to serve time.

Student: (----)

YB: That might be the one of the reason but basically my own redemption is at stake. All I have to do is one wrong again and I will be back on the tunnel so forget it, that's why you see me I don't react, I yell and scream and shout sometime and sometime I am very maximum rude for your sake but in spite of all that rudeness sincerity is there, love is there, Divinity is there. It's very unfortunate none of you know the fundamental of.

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Divinity is totality of negative and positive and its projection is totally confirmed, confined and correct. You have no behavior like that, you have no character like that. You can't make a mistake and it's very unfortunate when I remind people they are on the path of mistake or they commit mistake, they asked me sorry, it makes me angry and mad and they say, "I am very sorry." It makes me horrible because to me when you say sorry I want to apologize that means you are not willing to learn you are thief, you have no self-respect, no insult, to you but you are good for nothing. You are hopeless, untruthful and you live lies. There is no such thing sorry, apologize nothing wrong is wrong, correct it, don't repeat it next time it's fine but you don't have a strength to admit it. That's the worst in a human life being wrong and not correcting yourself because you do not have deep meditative strength, you must understand how unfortunate I am, you might be thinking I am very lucky good fellow it's not true. There is not a one spiritual man on this Earth whom I have not taught.

You do not know me; in India there will come people of great virtue and great honor and great respect just to have few minutes talking with me. I have seen them crying before me like babies and they wept so much they wash my feet with their tears, they got struck, it took me five minutes to open it kick their butts send them out with a promise never they will come back again that I used to do. Never needed anybody, when you have your beautiful soul your consciousnessConsciousness The nature of the self and being. In the realm of nature, awareness becomes consciousness. It is from the being itself. Being is expressed in consciousness through contrasts and sensations, in awareness through merger, clarity, and reality. , your mind, your clarity, your openness, you don't need anybody. When your door is open everything will come, when you are closed then it will be a lot of knocks, lot of noise, lot of bangs.

You are all wrapped up in your own ego and you are close to totality because totality is ugliness-beauty, corruption-honesty, right-wrong. I even can't teach you that so this week I would like to, this last week of the camp you are here you have come here in trust and confidence that I am your spiritual teacher so I will teach your soul now not you. I will talk to your spirit not to you. I will leave your body and your mind it's worth nothing because when soul leaves you are just a dead rack. First month, within first month you become the food of the earthworms or if you are burnt you become nothing but a cup of ash, you have no value and million of you will come and million of you go leave no mark on this Earth.

I have seen a person it started with nothing then I saw that person, her pictures were on the altar of the people I saw it myself then I saw the same person totally topsy-turvy, still I try to let that person go with grace because status of spirituality, love and grace is bestowed it cannot be had, it's the privilege of the master to give face and grace to anybody he chooses but if one cannot keep it they don't have shoulders for it, their life is lost. That's the law I wish I should change it or could change it. I know there are people, there were Singh Sahibs with me, there were Mukhia Singh Sahibs with me today they are hassling it hurts me the deepest. I know some people walked to be Sikhs they are hassling; it's the most worst thing in the world.

(?) Ram Das Kaur do you remember anything of those? Forgotten? We used to sing it all the time. Once a king satSat Existence; what is; the subtle essence of Infinity itself. on the throne and in a sleep he became a beggar that is what our condition is, we are the soul part of Almighty God and we have become beggars before the MayaMaya The creative power of the Creator that restricts and limits. It creates the sense of limitation that leads us to identify with experience, the ego, and things. Because of this it is often thought of as the illusion that blocks us from the spirit. But, as Guru Nanak (see Sikh Gurus) reminds us, you need not be attached to the productions of maya. Instead they can be used to serve and express the higher consciousness and spirit. Maya is simply Karta Purkh, the doing of the Great Being. Maya takes the ineffable into the realm of the measurable. , the human tragedy, which nobody can realize, we are as unfortunate here in America with the abundance as people are unfortunate in east Africa with nothing. They have famine, they have a drought because Earth is changing the axle is changing.

So long you have your you with you and you know you have your you with you and you cannot surrender your you, which all you have, you cannot elevate. So long the ship cannot let the anchor go it cannot sail, so long you have an ego, you have no amigo. If you replace your ego with consciousnessConsciousness The nature of the self and being. In the realm of nature, awareness becomes consciousness. It is from the being itself. Being is expressed in consciousness through contrasts and sensations, in awareness through merger, clarity, and reality. you have the universe, if you cannot replace the ego with universe consciousnessConsciousness The nature of the self and being. In the realm of nature, awareness becomes consciousness. It is from the being itself. Being is expressed in consciousness through contrasts and sensations, in awareness through merger, clarity, and reality. , you won't have universe you will have your own curse. Excuses are self-abuses and you make lot of excuses why don't you get up at ambrosial hour? Oh my health doesn't permit. I don't want to say word 'shit' but that's what it means. You can't sit.

Today was very funny when these children finally come to those exercise through that hydrotherapy and they came to the calmness and coolness after that for eleven minutes they were asked to attack each other. Oh God, give these kids a free day like that, they will kill each other, you know that's true. Nobody moved and I have to yell and scream come on you got to do it.

(Student's laughter)

There were so inside different, blew my mind and I am absolutely trained in those exercise isn't amazing? I thought they are born to good parents committed parents and they will have a good future I never knew that unfortunate parents want to live their unlived life through their children that's the tragedy. I wish it should not be true but that's what it was and that's what many cases it is, there is nothing wrong with the children but they are so damaged that it takes about ten times a perfect effort even just to open them up watch this I know this girl. She, I changed at, she was just little kid to me. I went that day I just put my hand over her she was so shocked and reactive then I took her that day by the side you have very unhappy home. She looked at me and she said, "Hell." Then I checked, yes her father is very crude, her mother is very obnoxious, they fight all the time in house to the surface, they are the best pair of people and good couple.

It's all right, you want to divorce but on the other side you couldn't make it. It doesn't lie and it takes man or a woman, one starts it other finishes it. Some people say lot of things, we hear lot of things and we know lot of things but the reality of things is there is no things. Actually there is nothing every breath, which has to come in has to go out so there is practically nothing and you all fight for nothing. You want to be successful, you want to be happy doesn't matter what you do how can you be happy. If you have a broken foot and sprinter ankle how many shoes you can use? You won't be able to walk, how many men you deal with? How many women you deal with? If there is an inside

"SatSat Existence; what is; the subtle essence of Infinity itself. GuruGuru That which takes us from ignorance to knowledge; from darkness, gu, to light, ru. It can be a person, a teaching, or in its most subtle form - the Word. bechara kya karey jo sikhakey mann chook?"

What a true GuruGuru That which takes us from ignorance to knowledge; from darkness, gu, to light, ru. It can be a person, a teaching, or in its most subtle form - the Word. can do if the Sikh has a cut twist in his heart? What you want to do? You want to have friends? You don't have one friend. You want to find love? There is no love. You want to find happiness? There is no happiness. How can you have a friend when you are not friend to yourself? You don't befriend your soul and virtue of you live and you want a friend? You are the biggest lying person through your teeth. You want happiness? You have nothing to give to yourself happiness, how you demand even when you don't deserve? Honey?

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YB: Oh,

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YB: (?) it's a very good ShabadShabad , Shabd Sound, especially subtle sound or sound imbued with consciousness. It is a property or emanation of consciousness itself. If you meditate on shabad it awakens your awareness. it changed my life though it was already changing but it did help. Imagine a king because this is the hypnosis I am going to carry you through and it is in Siri GuruGuru That which takes us from ignorance to knowledge; from darkness, gu, to light, ru. It can be a person, a teaching, or in its most subtle form - the Word. GranthGranth Literally: knot: book. and I thought you can find it (?).

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YB: Chalo kiyae.

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YB: (?) and there is Akar, is there Akar there?

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YB: Who is there? Some people are, Shanti, Shanti,

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YB: Ah chalo (?) oh Shanti. Shanti, oh no, no, that's all right you keep the boots go and ask Bibi JiJi Soul; used as an endearment or sign of respect. to find out the line 'Narpat ek (?).'

(Student's laughter)

'Narpat, Narpat ek (?).'

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YB: (?) one king, one majesty satSat Existence; what is; the subtle essence of Infinity itself. on a throne and he became a beggar in a dream bring those line quick, go honey. That's what it is '(?)' that's what has become a status of ours. In sleep we have become weak, helpless, useless, poor and beggars. There are billions of dollars being spent on beautifying ourself, oh '(?) Khuda ko bhi sharmadeta hai, huzoor tab ki baat hai jab banda (?) mein ata hai' (?), the light of God is so powerful that it makes God even shy to compete it happens when then in self comes self within itself. You talk of beauty, there is a beauty when the self is lit, there is no more beautiful than hue, halo of the human. You know we put this little veil, chuneeChunee A type of head-scarf, usually silk or silk/cotton, worn by women. or in Christian when you go to Church you put the veil or when you are very special you put the veil, you know? It is just to add to your halo. I know it's very easy to be a Tomboy I am not saying, it's an English word but just understand there are certain things in life, which are helpful.

Let's meditate and find where is my soul? Not that I want to find it, it's a living thing, it is in me, what's wrong with this guy? No, why? Why get adjust? Okay. Sit comfortably shut this up. Sit comfortably in a best posture you can feel that you are perfect. Too much water you drank today. Accurate, you are sitting comfortably? Put your fingers into fingers like lock like this and put your Id thumbs together and put them in the lap. Cross your finger with your finger, connect your thumb and let us sit like a baby in the lap. It's amazing, it is so difficult to be here right now it's, should not talk about God like that so much, sit comfortably and close your eyes and through the closed eyes look at the tip of the nose. The best yawning is done by the hippo in the river.

(Student's laughter)

That guy yawns so well and you are all going to yawn mind you. Sit comfortably and don't make any movement try to just solidify yourself that you are a great YogiYogi One who has attained a state of yoga (union) where polarities are mastered and transcended. One who practices the disciplines of yoga and has attained self-mastery. hypnotically for this moment for reasons now and cross your fingers like this and put your thumb to thumb and put them as a baby in the lap, close your eyes chin in chest out because you want to the pressure of thyroid and parathyroid to support your action otherwise you go sleepy and close your eyes and through the eyes look at the tip of your nose, you will find a red and little grayish or blackish shadow actually where your nose is though you will not see the form of the nose but you will feel that. Then place yourself on a throne, decorated, and you are very gallantly dressed. An emperor, a monarch, a king, a royal highness, hypnotize with complete belief and confidence and please do it consciously.

Hypnotically arrange a court, court offer advices, ministers, churchmen, holymen. Men of wealth. It should be all giggly, grand, a court of an emperor. In the screen of your mind create a court of the emperor. On the screen of your mind create an imperial court and the royal imperial majesty of the king, the emperor. Great, perfect imagery. The canopy of God is over you bright, studied with all the most precious things. An imperial court of royal majesty by the hand of God, most bountiful, beautiful all wealth, all glitter, all shine, all grace. Imperial majesty, hypnotize yourself in a standard life that's you are in a royal imperial throne as a emperor totally settled(studded) with gems and jewels all the courtiers are in their best. Glow and show is on.

A royal imperial majesty, sitting on a throne in ecstasy, ecstasy and splendor, the grace, hypnotize, hypnotize, hypnotize. You are a imperial majesty in your court, you are a imperial majesty in the court, you are a imperial majesty in the court, you are a imperial majesty in the court, imperial majesty is on its throne, studded with preciousness, unexplainable, the court is full of color and grandeur, transcendent your presence for a moment, hypnotize and hypnotically set yourself. People are bringing you millions of presents, you are blessing them, you are giving lot of judgments, you are punishing the criminals, you are issuing orders, trumpets are blowing now your court is half full with dancers and players of stunt men. Solid state, solid state, solid state, hypnotic state. Imperial majesty studded with all the gems and jewels sitting on the royal throne of splendid glamour with a most wonderful court of your knights and advisers, ministers, churchmen. Stabilize, you see nothing but you in the imperial self and the court, you see nothing but the imperial self and the court. Detail the glamour, the splendidness.

Virtually stabilize your condition, enjoy, enjoy, enjoy, you are the power. Yes you are the imperial self-sitting as the emperor among the courtiers 'Narpat ek (?)' let us bear the court first hypnotically feel it, perceive it, perform it, become the total of it. Ready? Transfer yourself into a bag, hungry, weak, skeleton, hungry, weak, skeleton, beggar, hungry, weak, skeleton, beggar. You are asking for food, you are getting a slap; you are asking for a shelter you are getting a mud on your face. You are extending your hand, you are getting a cane, you are walking through the street kids are throwing stones at you. Close your inner eye and turn yourself into the royal imperial self again because really you are awaken now and you are the imperial king sitting with the same beauty and power as the imperial self and that beggar skinny, hungry, skeleton was a dream. Open your mouth please, round and total, open it and feel you are consuming all the happiness of the world. Everything going through open mouth all what it is, good, bad, right, wrong, up, down. Inhale deep, hold the breath, unlock your hands and relax, open your eyes now assess the pain of the king and the beggar yourself. How you feel? Talk, don't, don't sit assess it, talk to each other, speak, speak, speak,

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YB: Oh my God what she brought?

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YB: She has given you the page? Come on do it yourself. Okay, pay your attention.

Student: Short measure, the hymns of reverend saint Ram Das. There is but one God by the true GuruGuru That which takes us from ignorance to knowledge; from darkness, gu, to light, ru. It can be a person, a teaching, or in its most subtle form - the Word. 's grace He is obtained, when there was egoism in me Thou were not with me, then now the Thou art with me, there is no egotism. As huge waves are raised by the wind in the great ocean there are only water in water. Oh Lord of wealth what should I say? Illusion is such that things are not the same as they are deemed to be, pause. A king sleeps on his throne in a dream he becomes a beggar, his kingdom is intact but separating from it, he suffers pain, such indeed has been my condition as is this story of the rope and the serpent, I have now had some secret explained to me as I was mislead to believe that several bangles were distinct from gold but what I then said, "Becomes me not now to say." Amidst all the one Lord has assumed in many forms.

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