Workshop - Healing the Healer - Non SSS

 
Date:
November 23, 1991
Location:
Santa Fe, NM
 
 
 
 

There is a bulk of my staff and where is, where is Hari Jeevan? Oh, tell him the moment we, I finish my hour, we have to go immediately so he should be ready. Is he around? Come on folks, in my whole life, this is the first time I am on time.

(Students' laughter)

I am trying to act as a professional which practically I am not but...

I think I have a hour and half with you, isn't that true.

Student: (-----)

YB: No, no, no, isn't, no, I am talking officially, officially, all right I will set the ground. Where is Hari Jeevan?

Student: (-----)

YB: Huh?

Student: (-----)

YB: Oh, I don't want to lose Daya, Daya come in.

(Students' laughter)

Oh, this is a very fantastic, when A went to find B, B went to find C, C went to find D, naturally the man even lost the Z. America is a great country.

You know I met yesterday, I was buying a limousine and this guy brought the limousine from Albuquerque and he asked me, it was unfortunate on my part that, I couldn't attend to him right away and he was waiting outside in the cold, I felt very, very bad. So I went out and apologized to him and I said, "Well, that was very ridiculous on my part, you forgive me." And I didn't do it just as a manner because I am oriental. I did it because it was hurting my consciousnessConsciousness The nature of the self and being. In the realm of nature, awareness becomes consciousness. It is from the being itself. Being is expressed in consciousness through contrasts and sensations, in awareness through merger, clarity, and reality. and my soul.

And he said, "I don't mind but it's okay."

And I said to him, I said, "You want to sell this limousine to me."

He said, "Yeah, if you want to buy." And he said, "One I sold, this was the other one you can have. But why you want to have it, you have already limousine here and you have Rolls Royce and you have this and that."

I said, "Yeah, if you want to see my car, I have got the jeep, fifteen years ago, I bought for nine hundred and ninety-nine dollars and that's all I drive."

He said, "What are these rest cars for?"

I said, "For my people for my staff."

He said, "They drive these good cars?"

I said, "Yeah."

"Why?"

I said, "Don't you see birds?"

He said, "I do."

I said, "They clean their wings all the time, they didn't clean themself. And man without staff, is a handicap. So before somebody give my staff a Rolls Royce, let me give them. But I'll like to buy this car. What is in it?"

He said, "Well, car is a car. But what I say, is what it is."

And I loved him so much with that statement, I found that was America, not what America is today. In one second, that howdy, howdy dowdy man, totally put his reputation, his commitment, his profession, his personality, his grace on the line in one sentence and the sentence was; car is a car but car is what I say it is.

(Students' laughter)

Majority of you cannot even make that statement, majority of you do not have even that vocabulary, majority of you, you are not Americans, America is not great because it's a great country, America is great, there were people, simple, honest, professional, self-respecting and their words were better than anything, that was America. That's the America, home of the free and the land of the free and home of the brave. It took one second, one second exactly to just tell me the car is a car, but now it is what I say it is. And I said, "No bargain, it is sold."

We shook hands.

And he said, "In whose name it is being sold?"

I said, "I have nine corporation, I do not know. That's for the staff to do, as far as you are concern it is sold." And you know, what I said.

"I got you."

And I said, "I got you." And he is a dealer, I brought him in, we served him food and gave him tea, we were talking and while coming in, he said, "I sell so many cars."

I said, "How?"

He said, "Very simple, but I say it is, it is, so people trust and I keep that trust." And he looked at me and he said, "Isn't that's the way?"

While coming down here, I said, "You have come on a trust now, I have to keep the trust, isn't that's the way."

What a responsibility. So I decided to come in time. And I decided to take my time with you. I have a mind to do certain things but you look like in a jovial mood, I don't want to torture you today. So I will get along with your mood. Can we do something quick and put you on the spot in few minutes or you want to talk?

There are two ways we can go about it; I have to do what I have to do and I will do what I have to do, I don't dodo, I do what I have to do. That's the way I am and nothing changes me. I am objective, there are two ways you can live in life. Are you with me? It's not what you are you are and that matters at all, no not at all, you are nothing, you are bunch of piece or meat and a skeleton and some blood and mucous and mess, that's all, yeah, your kisses are nothing but exchanges spermatozoa's and all that, little mucous which you enjoy to the sensitivity of the lips, you do not know which way of the tongue you should kiss, that I know you. Sex you don't understand at all. Though you are byproduct of it, sex is a bad thing, it's sin, nobody should talk about it, hush, hush, hush.

Now look at that, we are not willing to talk and discuss something by which we were produced, it is a bad sinny thing, it is terrible. So what we can do? What else we can talk about because we have to start this course and we want you all come, we want to make you very happy so that you can be trapped to come back again and again and again and that way we want to squeeze some money out of your pockets and the fact is that, I don't know how long you will last the way you are and that is the tragedy I look at people's arc lines and aurasAura The radiant field of energy and consciousness that surrounds the physical body and which holds and organizes the seven centers of energy called chakras. Its strength, measured by brightness and radius, determines the vitality, mental concerns, and psychophysical integrity of a person. .

I am not interested to, I am not interested at this age of mine to cheap myself, but also I am not interested in this time of my age to put price on myself. I need people and audience to work with but I also don't need people and audience to work with myself, I am fine. But we can go this way, you can ask me question and I will give you answers, in that way you can be involved. Otherwise I can put you through the BrahmaBrahma The Hindu God of creation, one the three primary manifestations of God. press and create a hell with you for few minutes and then make you to relax, so we can talk again. Which way you want to go?

Student: Second.

YB: Second is the hard way. No, no, you don't all, you don't all participate then, that's the, you are all beautiful, professional, wonderful people. Hah, looking at you, I am looking at the Hollywood crowd I started with and I became a Hollywood YogiYogi One who has attained a state of yoga (union) where polarities are mastered and transcended. One who practices the disciplines of yoga and has attained self-mastery. and then I walked away, came to New Mexico and then they won't leave me alone, then I told all my kids, Juke savages and hog-form, if they can come to my class and eat five raw cloves of the garlic, I will teach. And first thing I will teach, breath of fireBreath of Fire Also called agni praan. It is a rapid, rhythmical breath pattern, generated from the navel point and diaphragm with an equal inhale and exhale and usually done through the nose. It is both stimulating and relaxing. It heals, strengthens the nerves, and clears out old patterns and toxins. , so whole air and that's how I got rid of in month or two of that crowd.

You must understand relationship between a teacher and a person is not that relation of love and affection and manners and attitudes and you give me something, I give you something, it is a relationship between a granite stone and a hammer and a chisel, what comes out of that meeting is nothing but spark, spark, spark. In a real state, they say only three things work and that is location, location, location.

In life only one thing works and that is performance, performance, performance. And if your performance is not according to your understanding of your identity, you are miserable and where there is no maturity of you and your understanding, there is a misery, nobody gives you misery, nobody can make you miserable, that doesn't exist but what exist is your non-maturity to your identity for your purposes and that gap nobody can fulfill, nobody. Now you understand that? And we all live in self-deceit, that's how we live. You want nobody to lie to you, I agree with you but you do lie to yourself and you don't agree with me but that's evident.

If somebody says, "Yogiji, I want to be honest."

I said, "Good. Now honestly describe your dishonesties."

And I don't have met yet a person who can speak more than ten minutes, they forget their dishonesties. I mean you want somebody to quit you, just tell him to speak the truth. Do you understand my life, I sit and people lie in my presence and I watch and I know, I can compute from the auraAura The radiant field of energy and consciousness that surrounds the physical body and which holds and organizes the seven centers of energy called chakras. Its strength, measured by brightness and radius, determines the vitality, mental concerns, and psychophysical integrity of a person. and I say, 'yeah, yeah, that's possible. You are right on the torch, you are really good.' Actually, what I am saying son of a gun, be you and he says forget it, I am convincing this yogiYogi One who has attained a state of yoga (union) where polarities are mastered and transcended. One who practices the disciplines of yoga and has attained self-mastery. , he is a full of full and I am getting away with my time. So what you do is you serve the time, you don't serve yourself basically, fundamentally, that's where the problem in life is.

You are not for you and you want the whole world for you, it can't happen, there is no way. I can't do it, nobody can do it. So what we do? We do psychology, we do psychiatry, we do therapies, we teach session, we do professionals, we do this, we do public relation, we sell billboards, pamphlet, we ask friends to come, we ask eagles to come. And somehow we get you, knowingly we know in our honesty, where there is ego, there is no amigo, we know it. And I don't know people come to me not because they love me or hate me, people come to me because they have a kind of faith and it is not that faith which I created, I am very consistent, constant, I am like that toy like book, kids have, you beat him this way, you beat him that way, you beat him up, you beat him down, they guy still stands up, you see that, balloon kind of thing.

So I have a bewitchment, I have a haunting thought, it is not, there is none among you, who doesn't have a haunting thought and there is none among you who is not a hunter and don't play pious, that's the way God made us, that's the way we are and that's the way we have not willing to accept that's our problem but fact of life is that the way it is. However, we are haunted by a thought and it is called nucleus thought, it is the basic grit thought and our life is nothing but thoughts.

God is just a thought, if you don't experience it. Love is just a thought, romance is a thought. In this world of thoughts we live and thought is with us because our intellect releases one [thousand] thought per wink of the eye. So we have so much abundance in thoughts, we do not know how to handle it. Some becomes feelings and emotions, some become desired, fulfilled and unfulfilled, other becomes our thought in waiting, then thought in waiting to be fulfilled and they become our neurosis. And when our subconscious get filled, it start loading into the unconscious and this is what I hate God for, He should have done it from unconscious, it should release back to subconscious, it is not true, it releases from the unconscious to the conscious and that is what you are victim of.

You are all victim of one thing; when subconscious you can't handle or you can handle when the unconscious start loading into the conscious, you become psychotic, whether you know or you don't know, that makes no difference. And that is a pursuit, poor psychologist spend his one hour to just keep you within your skin. A poor psychiatrist give you uppers and downers and thoughts and everything to just so that you may not burst out. Your dear ones and you loved one keep you within the wall and the manners of society, so they may not have to visit you in a hospital or mental hospital and that's all the relationships are.

You do sexual intercourse under that feeling to be alive, you kiss and hug under that feeling to be alive, you touch the boobs and the burst under that feeling, you are still alive. Every movement of your life is based on one thing - you are alive. Because when unconscious releases into the conscious mind, you have died in your own identity. Then you do not know, who you are. And I don't blame you for that, that's why we fail. Hey, failure is not in our nature. Eighteen years I have dealt with the underworld with the criminal world, I have not meet one criminal who lies. Can you believe that? Not one. And there was not one criminal who was happy what he did.

So you do what you do and you dodo and you wish, it should not have happened. But folks, diarrhea is diarrhea, it doesn't wait for the bathroom, it has no time for the restroom, when it comes it comes, when you go, you go. So is the death and so is the diarrhea and when there is a too much diarrhea, doctor, then people dehydrate, is medically true? Dr. (?) is that medically true and what we do when people dehydrate? We give them glucose and other stuff, intravenously, correct. And that's how we live folks, that's the practical living of all of us and this is one glucose short, twelve-CC, I am supposed to deliver to you in other half an hour or so.

You know for ourself we don't have time, for ourself we don't have ears, for ourself we don't have nose to smell ourself, we want a cologne to smell, we want a music to hear. That's why this rock bands make so much money of us. They don't need money because they are great, we want to hear something to stimulate us, we want to feel alive. They say, 'oh my God, oh my God, I am going you,' and you will say, 'well, I am going in,' God. You impotents, that's the way you enjoy; not that he is singing something so great, he is already is a rock and he is rolling. So when the rock rolls, what happen, tragedy. You don't like those (?) those symphonies, you know, you don't like that anymore, you don't. Because that tells you to fly.

You don't like eagle, that's why you kill them. Though it is a symbol of your country. Reality is, you don't like yourself and reality is you don't live for yourself, reality is you are the biggest bigots ever created by God by your own actions and the fact is, there comes a man, who is supposed to tell you all that, why should I tell you, you are not going to come and talk to me, next day. You say, 'Hey, man, he was hard, he doesn't make sense,' what the hell that truth is, I got so depressed in his class, chee, shu, never.

Somebody told one driver, he is a Hollywood man, "If you see YogiYogi One who has attained a state of yoga (union) where polarities are mastered and transcended. One who practices the disciplines of yoga and has attained self-mastery. or his car, leave the road and get in a lane."

He said, "What for?"

"He is your teacher."

He said, "His spirit hurts me."

So I was too good for him too. One day I saw his car coming limo, I saw it, I said, I told my driver, I said, "This car is going to go into some alley, follow it."

(Students' laughter)

He said, "How you know sir?"

I said, "Don't waste your time, concentrate." In few minutes the car went into a alley, we went after him and finally driver must have told him YogiYogi One who has attained a state of yoga (union) where polarities are mastered and transcended. One who practices the disciplines of yoga and has attained self-mastery. is behind us and so his security.

And he said, "Well, park it on the side." He came out.

He said, "I am in a hurry."

I said, "No, I know my auraAura The radiant field of energy and consciousness that surrounds the physical body and which holds and organizes the seven centers of energy called chakras. Its strength, measured by brightness and radius, determines the vitality, mental concerns, and psychophysical integrity of a person. hurts you, that's okay. How are you?"

I said, "I am fine, I am super fine."

I said, "Why you are shaking? Why not let us shake hands," he, he gave me his hand it was just like this.

I said, "What is this? Too much caffeine?"

He said, "No, it is a hangover."

I said, "You are not going this way."

He said, "No, I am going this way."

I said, "Then we will follow you, come let's go."

He said, "Where?"

I said, "You are going to your home, is that true. I know where your home is, you want me to go there and wait for you or I should follow you?"

He said, "Yeah, I avoided you, I am, I am sick man, you know I am bad student of yours, what are you trying to tell me."

I said, "I am not saying anything, did I say one word. I just saw your car, I love you, I just came here, is it bad. Don't have to pay me for this."

"Well, well, you know, I am going to be good boy, in one week I will call you."

I said, "What will be the year? Nineteen ninety-eight?"

"No, I will call you tomorrow."

And I said, "Okay, okay, go, have fun."

And next morning at three o'clock I called, I said, "This is ambrosial hour, this is Yogiji, get up you son of a gun and take a cold shower and abuse me if you can but get up."

And he picked up the phone, he said, "Yeah, I knew, you will call me, that's why I did not put my machine on."

I said, "You know me too."

"What should I do now?"

I said, "Did you order the butter milk yesterday?"

He said, "Yeah."

"How much you drank?"

He said, "Lot of it but I am still down."

I said, "Eat right now, drink as much you can, your liver was in trouble last night."

He said, "Do you know I was very hurtful?"

I said, "Yeah."

"Save yourself, good boy."

You know how much money and how much stuff he has got? It's just even a lie to estimate him. You know, how sick we can become, if we want to be. I just sympathize with these psychiatrist and this psychologist. 'Yeah, Rosy, hah, last week we talk about it, go ahead. Huh, huh, yeah, you are right, I have a little theory about it but go and go speak yourself.' You know how much patience requires to do that number for hundred twenty dollars? How much cheap it is to sell your whole tolerance over it? Have you ever thought of it? Do you understand for eighty-five dollar to massage somebody?

You don't understand how much people put in one of you so that you can just live. How much your relatives, your friends put in you, how much, that you must just survive. These are people, forget about the God, who created you. After creating you, He must be on the super alert all the time. So that if you can just do your, finish your trip to the planet Earth. You know why? You are always on the sale.

You have never learnt to be you, you never wait for the right customer, you never wait for the right time, you never wait for the right opportunity, you are always on sale. If it is a Christmas sale, then it is a new year sale, then it is a spring sale, then it is a half moon sale, then it is a full moon sale, then it is a mood sale, then we are getting out of business sale, when we are opening our shop sale, whatever it takes, you know how to sell yourself, it is called professional human prostitution. And we in parapsychology, call it PHP, you have never heard that word but that the base of every... Moment a person can be taken away from his state of mind of PHP, he becomes divine and he can bent glasses and gold and spoons and people and problems and projection and, and etcetera, etcetera, etcetera.

PHP is also part of the science of HumanologyHumanology A complete system of psychology to promote human excellence and spirit. It incorporates the technology of Kundalini Yoga and meditation, the use of the Shabd Guru, and the principles of spiritual counseling. ™. We are all do it in one way or the other and we do it to ourself, nobody tell us to do it and the base of is, because we are not ourself and because we are insecure and because there are so many be-cause, the cause of it to be is not you, it is different, it is the environments, it is the creation, it's prakritiPrakriti Transcendental Nature. It is creation as we can experience it. It includes mind and matter. It is formed from the motion and interaction of the gunas. It is multi-leveled and evolved from the original consciousness of the Absolute. , better than you is cherry tree, he doesn't bother. He always gives cherries when it can, when it can't, it can't. You understand the faith of a cherry tree? I satSat Existence; what is; the subtle essence of Infinity itself. whole summer under it and taught. That cheery tree was just cheery tree, he didn't became a banana tree, he didn't became a apple tree, he didn't became anybody other than cheery tree.

And I satSat Existence; what is; the subtle essence of Infinity itself. under this cherry tree and I said to cherry tree, 'you are so bright, at least you are you. And I am just trying to be me and there is no comparison. This year there was no good weather, you didn't get fruits, you didn't care. You remain as you are.' I wrote a postcard on a Christmas tree and I wrote this poem, 'Christmas card asked the God, why you named me so, every year they cut me down, they never let me grow.' The fault with Christmas tree is, in the deep winter, this is the only green alive thing. And what we do with it? We cut it and bring in the room and enjoy life and our holidays and then three days, four days, five days later we throw it in a garbage pit. That's the price, that symbol of life pays in the hand of the human. It is a big business, billions of dollar worth of business.

Your life has a handicap, I did my PhD on psychology of communication and handicap is not you, handicap is that you cannot translate your thoughts into words. Handicap is you cannot translate yourself into words. Handicap is that you cannot put your soul into your words, handicap is you cannot be yourself by your words. Handicap is you do not mean what you mean to say. These are the handicaps which have to be recuperated, recovered and taken care of. I do not know what justice I can do for you but I am doing justice to myself and I like to welcome you and I want to welcome to you all the psychologist, my professional friends will join with me to start this seminar and I will welcome every professional in United States with one line, let us cut down our bull and let us make America beautiful again, we professionals can do it. But it does take the honesty on our part. That's what my calling is.

My calling is, in my last mile of life it is not that, I want to be popular, I want to be great, I am great anyway, there is nobody can make me greater than this, I am a head of religion which religion never ever accepted a head. I am a internationally know YogiYogi One who has attained a state of yoga (union) where polarities are mastered and transcended. One who practices the disciplines of yoga and has attained self-mastery. which is very rare to be, I am a Mahan TantricMahan Tantric A Master of White Tantric Yoga. This title and function was bestowed upon Yogi Bhajan in 1971. There is only one Mahan Tantric alive on the earth at any one time. for which God is feeling very sorry and miserable, giving a man a capacity, who never uses it as a balance for negative purposes, God have never seen a individual like that. So He jerks me around and I take His earthquakes. But you know, I have to do what I have to do, I talk to God.

I said, "Wait a minute, could you just Almighty stay where you are, I am going to do what I am going to do anyway, what the hell you give to me to begin with."

And He said, "Mistake, balance it, God is a balance," I said. I don't want to tell you right now what I said to Him.

I said, "Do you in, go."

He said, "These people have to pay their KarmaKarma The law of cause and effect applied to mental, moral, and physical actions. Ego attaches us to and identifies us with objects, feelings, and thoughts. These attachments create a bias toward certain lines of action. Instead of acting you begin reacting. Karmas are the conditions required in order to balance or complete these tendencies. Though necessary, karma is not dictatorial or fatalistic. It is the mechanism that allows the finite experience of existence to maintain and stabilize itself. We all have free will and can take actions to re-direct the momentum of a karma. We can transform it or neutralize it using meditation, jappa, good deeds, or intuition that remove your sense of ego and the identification with that past line of action. ."

I said, "No way, hosee. You are God, you can't create and give people happiness and suffering at the same time."

He said, "Idiot, they don't know."

I said, "You are idiot who created this." This is the dilemma, every pleasure has a displeasure equal and attached there and then, you don't see, you see the pleasure, you do not know displeasure is by its side, is going to get you next minute. And you do not know how to balance, you do not know how to be happy and happy always, ever, because you don't have your inner vitality in your control. Therefore, you can't enjoy the virtues outside. This is why all effort and tones of money to look beautiful, to attractive, to be on sale, you are not at fault, you have to do it to just be alive. Moment you become you, there is nothing to live, then God works for you, He is your head butler of the whole assignment, then He works and you sit and wait.

There are two ways to live; let God work for you or you work for God, it is His house honey, not mine, it is His home called Earth, little planet, there are more planets, there are more lives in other planets than here. Here is opaque life. And it's a classical planet and here you go through out of the grossness through your own fineness. God gave you figure, God gave you, repeat it, God gave you a figure to figure it out how to get back into God and that is His game, miss it, He will mess you up, He is no merciful, we call Him merciful but He should not be on our back, what merciful is He? My soul is part of God, God is part of my soul and look what the hell He (?) us through, you call Him merciful? I don't. You call Him Almighty God?

There have been men on this man's history which made God to dance naked, they really did. Those are the men who found themself in themself, that's the secret. That's what we are doing this seminar for, that's why we are trying to reach people for, that's why trying to approach people for, so that people must understand they are nothing more than people.

And God made you to be you; not this, not that, not here, not there. It is His home, He is the host. If you behave like a guest, you will be fed comfortably, you will be taken care authentically. But when you don't, that is where the mess comes and this mess is so overloading that we do not know what to do. Then we draw on the energy of the friends and the foes and the people and everything and we just want to be happy. I am asking what is wrong to be happy, how can you be happy, when you are in sale. You are not going to get the price what you are at. I go in a flea market, after this, I am going to go and sometime I find places and somebody that day told me.

I said, "What do you want for this?"

He said, "Fifty dollars."

"A thirty will do?"

He said, "Fine, fine, thank you sir," he gave me, thanked me thrice. I looked at my forehead, I didn't want my ring to hit my forehead bone but I did like this.

And somebody asked me, "Why?"

I said, "This is fifteen thousand dollar piece."

And the person said, "He didn't know."

I said, "I know he didn't know, it's not that I don't know, I know, he didn't know. Because when I reduced fifty to thirty, I knew he paid ten bucks for it, that I knew. And I think he made twenty dollars out of me, he is feeling wow, what a bargain. And I am looking at it what a fool he is."

And that is what our life is folks, we give ourself to somebody for our feelings, for our emotions, for our desires, for our misunderstandings. Okay, tell me one word, what is the name of the attitude of a complete misunderstanding, name it by one word. Anger, confusion, huh?

Student: Fear.

YB: Fear, pain, come on, frustration, commotion, huh, resentment, loss or lost, ignorance, huh?

Student: Disease.

YB: Disease, separateness, huh.

Student: Chaos.

YB: Chaos. Whining, weeping, whole thing. Do you remember the question? What is the word for the attitude, where we give ourself for, huh?

Student: (-----)

YB: Huh, can somebody among you repeat the question, come on, try it. Name that attitude or what is the name of that attitude, where you give yourself away for nothing. Huh, cheap.

Student: Love.

YB: Love, self-pity, un...

Student: Ungratefulness.

YB: Ungratefulness. Life, lie, lie, insecurity that we said before, anything else. Invalidation, attention, whatever it is, doesn't make difference. That we said it, okay, go ahead, that's it. Unhappiness, main cause of life, pain makes us live. No, no, no, pain, pain makes us live, pain is the most vital part of our body, it keeps moving, without pain, you never get out of the bed, if you don't have the pain to pay the bills, you will never get out of another quilt, doesn't matter what. Pain is very vital. You want to know that word? Romance.

(Students' laughter)

It is so long, I practice romance but that is once state of mind in which you give away yourself absolutely free and for nothing. And any damage done in romance is known to be unrepairable in human's one's own life. You got it? You don't believe it. And you wish I should not have said it. But it is true.

Our life is nothing but a continuous romance. Our roaming, our realities, our perpetual dreams, our relationship, our sex, our talk, our profession, our expertiship, everything is based on one neurotic thought and that's called romance. I want to be known, thought of romance, I'll do everything and anything to do that. Romance is such a bewitchment in which man doesn't stop for anything or anything but for that thing, that's the God in direct competition. Big God, the Creator and our will is not enough to get out of it. Therefore, we name it as de-will, when we don't have our will, romance, breakfast, lunch and dinner at our will.

Romance is the biggest disease ever created by God Himself to test His most beautiful creation in His own image called man. Romance is a practical, emotional, feeling, desirable, satisfying, powerful force against your own will. That's why Alice doesn't live here anymore, that's why you are never you. That's why whatever you promise, whatever you say, whatever you talk, whatever you believe is not you. That's why we will never be for anybody or for somebody because we are not for ourself.

Is it boring? You are looking serious, I didn't mean to be serious about it. That's where, when I come to the basic practical reality I call it applied consciousnessConsciousness The nature of the self and being. In the realm of nature, awareness becomes consciousness. It is from the being itself. Being is expressed in consciousness through contrasts and sensations, in awareness through merger, clarity, and reality. , that's why I always lose you. Because you cannot come along on that road with me. And that's what you are and that's what you got to know and that's what you are to be. So what is the answer? Answer is to lecture you, it won't work, answer is put your pieces together to put it in a way that you can have your peace of mind and you can have little more vitality than you had it yesterday, that's the answer. That's why we are trying to create the seminars, so that we can get you as a group and go through this assembly line situation, so we can serve you in a better way, rather one to one basis, that we are trying to create. We are trying to create a new positive trend in the field of professional help.

Let us do justice, we have eleven minutes according to our time, to ourself. Please sit down as comfortably you can, if you are sitting on a chairs, please put your weight on both feet equal and stabilize your posture. We will do this for little time and but if it takes more time to change your arc line and conjunct with auraAura The radiant field of energy and consciousness that surrounds the physical body and which holds and organizes the seven centers of energy called chakras. Its strength, measured by brightness and radius, determines the vitality, mental concerns, and psychophysical integrity of a person. , it means you are too much into your own thoughts and break away is little difficult, that may get little more time normally, it should take seven minutes to break through. And normally a practitioner does it in three minutes but in other situation it is practical. GuruGuru That which takes us from ignorance to knowledge; from darkness, gu, to light, ru. It can be a person, a teaching, or in its most subtle form - the Word. Terath, you can come this way, you have a place in that corner, you don't have to sit in walkway, you are not late, you came on time. Hah, this gentleman has stuck with his sadhanaSadhana , Saadhana A spiritual discipline; the early morning practice of yoga, meditation, and other spiritual exercises. The Aquarian Sadhana can be an individual or group practice; Ideally, it includes the recitation of Japji Sahib, a Kundalini Yoga kriya, and chanting the Aquarian Sadhana meditations, immediately followed by Gurdwara. According to Yogi Bhajan, the potency of any Kundalini Yoga and meditation practice will be enhanced in a group setting. , in spite of the fact he loves or a hates but he is amazing man.

Hah, this exercise we are going to do and we are doing a every funny situation, we are doing self-hypnosis, two hour, visionary self. And we are going to concentrate and it is very difficult exercise, I am giving you but because you are all mature and in age you are okay, therefore, I think you can do it, okay, right.

Please put your this hand on your heart center here and take this hand here and you look straight, now this straight is, first look at the tip of your ears, tip of your nose.

(Students' laughter)

See, moment I saw that reflection, where I go to and tip of your nose and then pull your eyes and the optical nerve under your control and then start looking straight, straight, straight, as straight as you can. And when you look straight, this hand here will start doing this and the straight will have a shadow and that shadow, you have to let go, you keep hand constantly going and you have to reach a state when that hand and its shadow doesn't bother you. Look straight, that's the beauty, look totally straight, is very difficult to look straight, moment you start looking straight, you become you. Therefore, you have a habit not to look straight. You understand the science of it. Just look at the tip of the nose to fix it and then you know you can focus it and then you go look straight, straight, straight into the emptiness of the universe, straight and then with the hand you do this and this will cause a shadow, it will cause a break and then you are going to break that shadow, mentally by self-hypnosis.

You are going to do something today, you are breaking a first destructive, self habit. Your eye has to look straight, the hand has to go and it has to touch half of the, it must not touch but it must cross through half of the forehead, that's how it should be, it will be correct and now you prepare your mind. You see you can watch at me, some of you are not making a sense, you know this is how it is, I look straight, see, I look straight, see how good I am, I am a good student, may not be a good teacher. Look at this and then this is what I am going to do. You see it doesn't effect me because it is my practice but it will effect you, that I know and in that sense something is cutting your vision.

Look at the science of it, something is cutting your vision and you are going to ignore it. That's what you are building in the pattern of your neurons of the brain. Once you can do that, people will effect you, you'll never sell yourself with(to) them. You will find beyond that, and that's what I am creating, it is a priceless therapy, it is not very ordinary as it looks. What it does is everlasting with you, right here. It's my hand, I can't ignore it, I am moving it before me but I am ignoring it. It is first self-preservation or first arrogance not to destroy myself in the romantic hook of the others. This is first time I am refusing to be a hooker and I am not going to take a bait and this is my therapy and I am doing it to myself. Keep all this in mind.

Your hand has to move straight. It's just like, arey, you are that's window thing does it perfect, that's all you need, you know that windshield wiper, you ignore it, you look at the road, that is the best thing happened to your whole life.

(Students' laughter)

That is the damn car is worth, for this, this is a windshield wiper therapy, call it that doesn't matter. Now, ignore your this... make it a perfect, its movement has to be rhythmic, perfect it must cover your half forehead, when it moves and it has to move like a windshield wiper and keep you going and keep it ignoring as you do it in the car. But every time there is not a rain and snow, therefore you never use that instrument. I wish, it should rain everyday and that therapy should become part of your life. This is called Parapar sadhanaSadhana , Saadhana A spiritual discipline; the early morning practice of yoga, meditation, and other spiritual exercises. The Aquarian Sadhana can be an individual or group practice; Ideally, it includes the recitation of Japji Sahib, a Kundalini Yoga kriya, and chanting the Aquarian Sadhana meditations, immediately followed by Gurdwara. According to Yogi Bhajan, the potency of any Kundalini Yoga and meditation practice will be enhanced in a group setting. , it is the part of the Thratic Yoga, a science of penetration between the man and the God, visual and physical.

Keep moving, you will experience pain in it maybe or you will experience relaxation and you will experience lot of items in life you have not experienced but you are never you, so what do you care. And exactly, it is two minutes, in seven minutes it is going to let you understand you are not what you think you are and that will be real pain starts. Yeah, your hand will say, 'Hey man, I am not going to move.' Your shoulder say, 'what the hell you are doing with this YogiYogi One who has attained a state of yoga (union) where polarities are mastered and transcended. One who practices the disciplines of yoga and has attained self-mastery. , didn't he charge for it, what he is making you to do it,' and your eyes are going to say, 'let me look left and right,' your self revolt will start in exact seven minutes, if you do it very devotionally, very concentratingly and very realistically.

Don't move your body, stabilize yourself, just only move one part, that's your hand and it is right hand, left hand on your heart. So you are total locking the sense of duality. Now duality in you is going to attack you, nobody is going to come outside, don't move your head, don't move your body, don't move your spine, stabilize like a rock, go through the pain of it, it is painful, look, I am not saying it is not painful and yet it is not even seven minutes.

Come on, now move on, get there, get there, get there, keep going, we all can't be perfect but we try our best, that's enough. It's worth doing it. Chin in, chest out, keep yourself up straight, for God sake I tell you the posture will go weaker, one way or the other, is that's the MayaMaya The creative power of the Creator that restricts and limits. It creates the sense of limitation that leads us to identify with experience, the ego, and things. Because of this it is often thought of as the illusion that blocks us from the spirit. But, as Guru Nanak (see Sikh Gurus) reminds us, you need not be attached to the productions of maya. Instead they can be used to serve and express the higher consciousness and spirit. Maya is simply Karta Purkh, the doing of the Great Being. Maya takes the ineffable into the realm of the measurable. , that is what body plays the role, that's what insecurity wants to. Insecurity wants you to break your pattern, it wants you to break your posture. That's the way it breaks your will, that's why we call it de-will, when we don't have our will, now call on your will and set it up and go through it. It will relax you so bad, you won't like to do it again but that's the way it is.

Stabilize your nose, your chin, your head, your neck, your shoulders and your spine and your base, don't move but move your hand, only look straight, direct into Infinity. Create your own shadow and then ignore it. If you can perfect this, you can totally ignore all calamities, all misfortune, all tragedies and you will come out of it plus. Look straight please, don't wink your eyes, you are entering the second stage of it, don't move your body, don't wink your eyes, look solid straight and create that shadow.

You don't have to hypnotize as you are going to be hypnotized, there is no way that you can say. If you are doing correctly, it will put you in a state of trance, you cannot and you can enjoy the trance more than you enjoy anything in your life, it better than six bottles of bourbon and thirty-six vodkas, it is a pretty heavy stuff. You ask for it, you got it, I told you it is tough, solid straight, you know, that's American word, I didn't make it from India, it is get solid straight, be solid, be a statue, only move your right hand and left hand on your heart and just keep becoming a...

Side B

... shield wiper. It is okay you can just sneeze, you can cough, it all is going to happen now, there is not a one thing you don't want to do will not you do, believe me.

Come on, in the end I'll show you something, you will never believe but that's what can happen. But first I want you to go through the experience, I didn't want to reinforce your faith and trust in me, don't believe me and trust me, keep doing it.

Now, you are entering time wise into second phase in the first minute of it. Majority of you are not totally solidified in it but you are somewhere there, please concentrate, please concentrate, please hypnotize yourself, please become solid, please make it rhythmic, please make it harmonious, please be you, now be you. Come on, be you, there is no third word, be you, not what you are professionally, what you are in gender, what you are in place, what you are as known, drop all the adjectives, just be you and wipe it out all the mud, all the water, all the rain before your life, now you are doing it, now whatever you do is for you. In this hypnotic trance, if you feel you are in, now wipe out the calamities, the tragedies, the memories, the thoughts.

Come on, get rid of that hidden agenda and the pain. Solid, keep your eyes open, straight solid, look straight, look forward, keep going, don't stop. It should not have a chance, win you must, vitality in you must bring victory for you, that is the game, play it, move not your head please, move not your lips, just one part of the body has to move, it is the right hand, not the shoulders, not the base, not the spine, let, put other body into a solid straight. Look straight, don't wink your eyes, don't wink your eyes, look straight into Infinity, that God is Infinity, isn't it. Keep the hand flat, bad windshield wiper is no good, it scratches the glass, you remember that, it cost at least two hundred bucks sometime to change the new windshield and also thirty bucks for the wiper, don't cause expenses, you have come here to benefit.

Let the hand move and the routine is half of your forehead should be covered, that's the routine. Move, move, please, please, please, you have the right to be you, you can't please me but today you can please yourself. Hey, I have to deliver the baby, you have not yet started into your labor pain, what do you want me, sit here whole night? Come on, move, don't wink your eyes, don't break the rhythm, keep the harmony of the movement of the hand, you are you and you are perpetual. Hey, moment you will just hold your optical nerve in your control, you hold your whole mind.

Is there some music which can give them the rhythm, Siri Ved is there some beat you can give them? Now they are reaching a point where they are thinking to drop it, I am reaching a point, I want them to go through the hell of it, they need help.

(The tape 'Aang Sang Wahe Wahe Guru , Whaa-hay Guroo A mantra of ecstasy and dwelling in God. It is the Infinite teacher of the soul. Also called the gur mantra. GuruWahe Guru , Whaa-hay Guroo A mantra of ecstasy and dwelling in God. It is the Infinite teacher of the soul. Also called the gur mantra. Guru That which takes us from ignorance to knowledge; from darkness, gu, to light, ru. It can be a person, a teaching, or in its most subtle form - the Word. ...' is played)

YB (talks over music): Ignore the music too, ignore everything, these are all detours, the hand is detour, the music is detour, you are detour to yourself, look straight in you, in your Infinity, that's the good rhythm, thank you.

Keep going, here you go now, you are entering another stage of seven minutes, it will be a duel between your pain and pleasure, it will be duel to be not to be and that duel has started by time, it can be minute later, a minute earlier, question is how status you are keeping? Keep moving.

You want to have sex, you want to have relationship, you want to have life, you want to be somebody, this is the way to be. You be yourself, all what is in your destiny shall come to you, that's the law, if you are not yourself, hustle, it will never come to you. Be at home, you will live at home and God is the guarantee, it will see to be that way, you can't do anything for yourself, why you bother, at least admit you failed. Question is, can you fail yourself and can you succeed yourself. Now the fight is on. Next five minutes, this fight has to be decisive. Fight it decisively.

If elbow hurts it is a meridian point, you overeat, your stomach is not with you, your colon is not digesting, that elbow is all digestive area it hurts, yeah, it hurts, after all the needle if the acupuncture is put in, that hurts too. Let it hurt, these days they can change the whole hip joint and elbows like new, don't worry, we'll get the mechanical elbow. All I want is your, that wiper working perfect, wiping out your KarmaKarma The law of cause and effect applied to mental, moral, and physical actions. Ego attaches us to and identifies us with objects, feelings, and thoughts. These attachments create a bias toward certain lines of action. Instead of acting you begin reacting. Karmas are the conditions required in order to balance or complete these tendencies. Though necessary, karma is not dictatorial or fatalistic. It is the mechanism that allows the finite experience of existence to maintain and stabilize itself. We all have free will and can take actions to re-direct the momentum of a karma. We can transform it or neutralize it using meditation, jappa, good deeds, or intuition that remove your sense of ego and the identification with that past line of action. , that's all I want. I am not asking you to do it for me and you don't have much time, you have next five minutes, don't blame me, stabilize, stabilize, you go through your emotion that's okay, you go through your pain, that's fine but this is it. You are clearing your own wood, you are cutting your grass, you are cleaning your road. You are trying to look straight solid, you are avoiding an accident in your life. You are creating intuition, it's all in one little thing and there goes another three, one, two, three, four, three or four minutes, yep, this is the fourth minute you are in.

Please, arrogantly ignore everything but look straight and work it out, use your arrogance. Come on, courage, grit, do you have something. Put all in one basket, let us get do. You have two more minutes to create a miracle. Come on people, come on, let's go through it. You have one minute and fifty-five second from this time onwards, forty-one minute and forty seconds, one minute and forty-five seconds, one minute and forty seconds, thirty-five, one minute and thirty second exact. Please move on, you have one minute and fifteen seconds, move faster, look straighter, give a harder chance, put your best on, one exact minute left. Get the beat tape ready, we have to put them right into it after this. Steady, steady, steady, steady, steady, steady, you have thirty more seconds to go. You have fifteen second, within this fifteen second, the music will change and the exercise will change and you will change with it.

(The tape stops)

Keep moving your hand, inhale deep, hold the breath and keep doing what you are doing, hold the breath tight, like a cannon fire let it go. Inhale deep, keep doing what you are doing, you have to hold it for fifteen seconds that's all it is required. I am not doing something which is very difficult, you know it. Like a cannon fire, let it go, inhale deep again, hold it tight, let it go, please relax, put the tape on and just dance with it, dance violently, don't tell me you are tired, I know you are, hurry up.

(The drumbeat tape is played)

YB (talks over tape): Dance, dance, dance, dance, move your shoulder for God sake, break this... move, move, shoulder, shoulder, shoulder, dance, dance, you know, one thing American know - how to eat and how to dance, get with rhythm of dance, break your future arthritis, if you don't have it already. Your hands and finger must have a surplus supply of blood by doing so and your shoulder must be rich, come on, come on, come on. Hands, arms and shoulder and the rib cage and the spine and this pelvic area and the base take the help of the legs and slowly start getting up and start dancing, slowly, slowly, slowly, don't hurry up, you may get dizzy, slowly, slowly. And grab the next partner and two should dance to death, dance death dance.

Wild, wild dance, it will heal your body, wilder it is better it is. Don't feel shy, move, move, move, move, move, move, move. Any part you will dance now will become young folks, don't you understand, it is a good therapy, even wink your eyes, make every muscle move. Oh, ohooooo. For God sake don't let any part of the body not move, be with your parts of the body. Arey, you are dancing, it is not a illegal, it is still legal in America to dance, that's the only human right we have. Come on, come on, come on, come on, come on, get near to your partners now, near to your partners because you are going to time is going to come up, you are going to hug each other and it is going to be a bear hug, get ready for that, grab the next person, if he is willing. Keep on dancing (?), hugging is not right now, little later, we will hug little later. I know you are ready for that but hold on. Hallelujah, hah, hah, hah...

Students: Hah, hah, hah, hah, hah...

YB: Hah, hah, hah, hah.

(The tape stops)

Inhale deep, inhale deep, inhale deep, hold the breath and hug to a bear hug, hey, hold the breath, God don't let the breath go, hug, hug, hug, hug, now let it go. Inhale again and give a bear hug, bear hug, all, let it go. Once more, inhale deep, let it go, relax. Okay, sit down relax. Hello.

Student: Hello.

YB: You are okay? Hey, don't feel sad, relax, you have the right to be you, it is a God given right. You know there are two rights we have under American constitution as human, we can dance and we can drink. They gave us the right to drink because we will be off the back of the government, they gave us the right to dance because it is the best exercise on the planet. God does two things; He sit in a posture or He dances. That's why Shiva dance is known, tandav dance is known, agni dance is known, there are dances which I'll like to share in the afternoon, when I'll have a time, I will carry you through that and I will carry you through the self-hypnosis and your own therapy for yourself.

I am not interested to convince you how good I am, I am trying to convince you how good you are. Your problem is you don't have a habit to obey, that's not your habit; to you that's the slavery, that's subjection, that's this, God knows what that is. But problem is when you do not obey, you do not experience. Obedience is not something which is a jerk joke, by obedience going through the therapy and through the process, you experience the process, not the person. But your problem is you are scare of people, you are scare of persons, you have been exploited enough, your subconscious is full with those memory, your unconscious unloading in you and that's why life is brittle, it is not bad life, it is a brittle life.

If somebody put his hand on your heart and say, who are you, you, you will crack up in a second if you are real. But that's what we go through everyday, it is not yesterday, tomorrow, it's we, within ourself, we don't mistrust anybody, we don't light to anybody, we don't cheat anybody. Fact is, we do all this to ourself. And all these kriyas are not I made it up while sitting here, they are five thousand year old, they are not today, it means then the humans were suffering this way. And then they were working to find the answer, then they found a formula, a science, they did work and they left it for us.

It's same time, falls come, falls come every year, sometime big falls, sometime small fall, winter comes, sometime it's severe winter, sometime it's light winter. Spring comes, (?) it is a bright spring but sometime it's not, it's a degree but time always is the same. So what we are trying to do among us to understand. America is a great country, you don't agree with me but I do not agree with you either. Twenty million, young America revolted in the sixties, they really, it was evolution, it was a spiritual renaissance of this country. Now one million out of them lives and they are yuppies and hippies in neo age group and what you call, they end up eating more junk but they still say health food is good, they do everything rotten but they say good things are known to us, so that is the different.

But however, life is as it is, at least there is consciousnessConsciousness The nature of the self and being. In the realm of nature, awareness becomes consciousness. It is from the being itself. Being is expressed in consciousness through contrasts and sensations, in awareness through merger, clarity, and reality. with the sacrifice of life of nineteen million young Americans to create this what we are creating today, it didn't come free to us. No, in the trails of New Mexico, we used to pick up young, beautiful bodies rotten for few days in a truck, bring them over somewhere and dig it in river or something, put them in, nobody knew who they were. They are all gone but they left a trail for America to wake up, for Americans to be Americans and that's the way it is.

You will be meeting in the afternoon and it is exact one o'clock and I think this is lunch time, isn't it? I will entertain only three questions from the audience, you can ask me any question expect one question; 'Did I drink my water this morning or not?' That you can't ask because I didn't so and I hate to say no but anyway ask me the...

Yes doctor. I said it, who wrote it?

Student: (------)

YB: Professional, prostitute. If you sometime in Los Angeles, when I and you sit and we do those discourses, it is a part of parapsychology and it is very, very old science and that's the only word they use then, it is called PHP, you wrote it now, normally you are very fast writer, how you ignored it.

Next question please. Well, Berlin wall came down, so there is no wall in the world which is permanent and the difficult is when we create ourself walls because we have behind those walls and we want them down also at the same time. We are the builders and we want them down, they come down when you want them down, it takes a second. Habits cannot change, you just drop them, never try to waste time to change an habit, never. Never try to change a habit, never argue with a friends and never put value if you love somebody and walls drops when you drop them, nobody else can drop it for you. Yes doctor.

Student: (------)

YB: This process can be repeated under a expert professional. The danger of this process is, if there is not a expert supervision on this process, it can transmigrate a person to a different time and that should not happen. My idea to trust this exercise first time in United State was that it was attended by professionals and we are doing it professionally, it is not a layman's exercise. No, I'll say it no, you must do under the supervision of a professional who can take the responsibility to stop you when you have to. You can totally go into it and you can go, this can take you to the deepest coma, you can't even come out. That's why I was yelling and screaming at the time and legally my insurance will not cover your any claim whatsoever, legal and illegal because the participation here is for personal benefit and it is not by promise or a contract. Is GuruGuru That which takes us from ignorance to knowledge; from darkness, gu, to light, ru. It can be a person, a teaching, or in its most subtle form - the Word. Terath, I am right.

So please understand because I told once in lecture eat beets and one lady end up suing me and we call it a beet case. She said, she ate beets because I said so and she got so high in sugar and she got so sugar blue that she went to the family department and consulted it and then we consulted the medical department of the hospital, then she consulted doctors, (?) doing six months, then she consulted all relatives and friends and then finally she got tuballisation done. Because she wanted it so badly and eight years later, she sued me here because eight years ago, I said, beets are good for blood and health and if sometime, if you want to be organically take care of yourself try to eat beets and also I said, how fast you poop, the time has to be measured after one meal you eat beets so next day you watch when beets come out because beets beat out everything and they come out exactly as they are. So you will know how much time it take the food to come out so you measure, if your food doesn't digest come in twenty-four hour, you are in trouble and I stood in the court of New Mexico for a long, how much time it was, two years? Couple years, being sued by this woman and all of a sudden, one day she drop the case. I could have gone after her shirt but I am a man of God, it happens, it is part of the territory.

So that's why in this lecture I do say this exercise is given to you with a express confidence that it shall be only done by individual under a regular license therapist or a professional, it should never be done alone, even by a therapist. Because the pros are beautiful, cons are you can't transmigrate in time and therefore, there has to be somebody to alert you, is that understood. I shall bear no direct or indirect responsibility, if any individual does it individually, is that clear.

Okay next question please. Well, the answer is let's go for lunch. Thank you. Yeah.

Student: Put me back here in an hour.

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